We have PTSD. Im a person that is naturally anxious. During the night, while many count sheep, we count the ways that are many which things can get wrong. Once I began dating a polyamorous guy, insecurities seemed inescapable (much more than typical; Im monogamous). Interestingly, the feeling has been superior to any one of my past relationships.
We came across CJ on Tinder. Ive avoided relationships since finishing therapy because Im perhaps perhaps not for the reason that headspace. Or simply it is my standard mode. Id swipe right (a rarity in itself), get together for beverages, get sufficiently ( not too) drunk and attach. Rinse, perform. Often the people had been interesting sufficient for a few beers to accomplish the work, and quite often these were so mind-numbingly boring that I needed one thing more powerful. Continue reading “Dating a man that is polyamorous changed my entire life”